Friday, May 15, 2009

Struggling / Apology

Lately I've been posting a lot of articles, and general info because I've been kind of withdrawn. A lot of personal things have happened recently, that were the consequences of others actions, yet affected me directly, and most of them all hit me on Friday, May 1st. It's been a downward spiral from there. The last two weeks have been busy as hell at work as well, which has only added to the stress and frustration, and I'm just in this funk that I'm trying desperately to rise out of.

On a positive note, I have lost 6 lbs in the last two weeks, even though my exercise regimen hasn't been up to par. I have so far to get to my goal, and only wish it would come off as fast as the insulin put it back on. I know I'll get there, but even keeping positive about it can be draining.

I guess I just wanted to apologize to my friends for not being around, not going out and not really keeping in contact. I've never really been one to lay my problems on others, so that's probably why I've been so quiet. If I stay away, I don't burden others... guess that's my view on it.

Anywho, I just wanted to wish you all a wonderful weekend, and say I miss ya, and once things start looking up, and I'm feeling good about it, I'm sure I'll be back around. :) Love You!!!

8 comments:

  1. Remember, we love you no matter what. Hang in there.

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  2. Sorry to learn things have not been going well for you in your private life.

    However, I must toast you with my trusty low sodium V-8 for your outstanding weight loss. Six pounds in two weeks. Cheers, girlfriend!

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  3. Next week's gotta be better, right? Hang in there. There's always a light at the end of the tunnel, and sometimes it's not a train. You'll be fine when the level of shit in your life recedes below the top of your boots. I'm out of cliches. What I'm trying to say is, you're a good person, and the karma is bound to kick in soon. Cheers.

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  4. Cher, so sorry to hear things are "rough" right now! I know that you will persevere & get thru this! Like you, Often I don't want to burden others but keep in mind that there are some close friends that may really want to help & may be able to.

    We are here for you so not to worry!

    On a good note, congrats on that weight loss!!!!! Keep it up & remember that sometimes workouts are a great stress relief or "escape" from the other stuff. I have used mine thru the death of my parents & other close relatives.

    I hope things look up soon!

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  5. Hi Cher. I'm rootin' for ya! Please take time to relax and refresh yourself this weekend.

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  6. Chin up and keep on keeping on, Cher. Life can be tough - but don't ever give up.

    ~Saff

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  7. thank you all for your warm and wonderful comments! i'm a true believer that even problems are only opportunities with thorns in them :)

    Hope you're all having a great weekend!!

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  8. Go you! Losing 6 pounds even during trials. You're a strong women :)

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